I have to constantly remind myself that the way to make memories is to do something. Memories are not made by sitting around doing nothing. A local farm planted over 100,000 tulip bulbs and created their very own tulip fields. The Tulips finally bloomed and I wanted to make sure I took Brianna, I try very hard to make sure Brianna gets to do the extra stuff since she spends so much time and effort on softball. We invited to of her friends whos moms I just happen to be good fr

I have to keep reminding myself that living in the now is better than wishing for someone else’s now, or reliving the past. I am constantly judging myself and comparing myself, living in the shadow of what I think others expect of me. I am learning as I grow, learning as I live. I am sure others feel the same way, admitting it is the worst part, it’s the hardest part to acknowledge that you are in fact a fake. How do you continue to grow if you can’t let go the bad energy. I

I have not seen the movie "Bucket List', but every one talks about their life's bucket list likes its the thing that is going to help them actually accomplish things in their life. I have thought about it a lot off and on, but I still can not decide if it is a useful tool to use to get shit done. I think about what would I put on my list, travel goals? Food goals? Blog goals? House goals? Book goals? There are so many things that I think would be fun to do, BUT would I disapp

When I started this blog I told myself I would write more, I would keep up the site better. This was it. This is my outlet for all the creative things I want to do. That is easier said than done when I am carting my kids around, preparing for summer season, and starting a new job. I can not let that stop me, I can not use that as an excuse to go back to doing nothing. I have used my grandmother and the fact that we use this as a way to communicate, as a way to keep updated as